Cou015

type: Counseling: Recordings of the counseling sessions between Touko and Lain.
where: Site A, level 06
title: COUNSELING REC.
info line: COUNSELING REC.
keywords: complaint, ego, special
appears after: from the start
length: 2:41

Transcript

0:00	Touko	How are you feeling, Lain? 調子はどう、玲音?
0:03	Lain	I’m doing okay. How about you, Touko-san? 別に・・・大丈夫だよ、柊子さんは？
0:07	Touko	Pretty much as always. I could use a little more time to calm down and think things over, though. うん、相変わらずってとこね。もうちょっと落ち着いて考える時間が欲しいってとこかなー
0:15	Lain	You’re very busy? 忙しいの？
0:16	Touko	Yes... Ha, ha. Now our roles are reversed. I feel like you are counseling me. うーん、ちょっとねー、あは、これじゃあ立場が逆ね、玲音にカウンセリングしてもらってるみたい
0:24	Lain	Ha, ha. ウフフ
0:25	Touko	Ha, ha. By the way, what did you decide to do about the diary? うふふーあ、ところで日記はどうすることにした？
0:31	Lain	I decided to keep a diary. うん、つけることにした
0:33	Touko	Wow, that’s great! I didn’t waste my money right before payday. そう！よかった。給料日前の出費が無駄にならなくてすんだわ
0:39	Lain	I’ll pay you for the diary. お金払うよ
0:41	Touko	I’m joking, I’m joking. 嘘よ冗談
0:43	Touko	But I get paid well anyway. これでも先生は結構もらってるんだから
0:46	Touko	But I guess it's too low considering how many hours I work a day. ま、時給に直したら安すぎる気もするけどっ
0:50	Touko	Oh, no. あはは、
0:51	Touko	This isn’t good. いけない
0:52	Touko	I'm just grumbling about myself. 自分の愚痴ばっかだよね！
0:54	Lain	But you’re funny, Sensei. You’re a lot of fun. でも先生おかしい。なんか楽しい
0:58	Touko	Ha, ha. うふふー
0:59	Touko	Well, why don’t we begin? さ、始めましょっか
1:02	Touko	Let’s pick up where we left off last time. こないだの続きなんだけどね
1:05	Touko	Have you learned the word "ego" at school? 自我って言葉学校で習ったりした？
1:08	Lain	Uh-huh. I looked into it. It’s about knowing that you are yourself? うん、前に調べたときに覚えた。自分が自分であるって認識すること？
1:15	Touko	Right. そう
1:16	Touko	People around your age can get unsure about that. 玲音たちの年頃にはそれが結構不安定になることがあるの
1:22	Touko	They ask themselves "what kind of person am I?" Boys sometimes think that they are heroes and that they will accomplish some superhuman feat someday. 自分っていったい何者なんだろうってね、男の子とかだと実は自分はヒーローでいつか力に目覚めて大活躍するとか、
1:32	Touko	Girls sometimes imagine that they don't belong with their own families. 女の子だったら実は私は今のうちの子じゃなくて
1:37	Touko	They think instead that they are members of a rich elite family, and that a prince on a white steed will surely come one day to take them away. ほんとは去る財閥の令嬢で白馬に乗った王子様が執事とともに迎えに来るとか本気で信じちゃったり
1:45	Lain	I don’t feel that way. I think that I’m just me. 私はそんな風に思ってないよ、私は私だもの
1:50	Touko	But It’s hard to tell what you are just by yourself, isn’t it? でも自分のことって意外に自分ではわからないものじゃないかしら
1:57	Touko	When I was younger, I thought that there was a different me, and that somehow I wasn't the person I was at the time. 先生も昔はホントはもっと違う自分がいて今の私は違ってるって思ってた時があったけどなー
2:05	Lain	A different me? 違う自分？
2:06	Touko	Yes. そうね、
2:07	Touko	For example, if there was something happening that I didn’t like, I wondered why I had to be the one dealing with it. 例えば嫌なこととかあったときになんで私がこんな目に合うのか、何か間違ってるって思ってた
2:16	Touko	I thought there had to be some kind of mistake. いつか真実の自分に帰れるような気がしてね、
2:20	Touko	I thought that someday I would return to the real me. それとね、地震が起こっても私だけは助かっちゃうとか、
2:25	Touko	I also thought things like, if there was a big earthquake, everyone would die, but I would be the only survivor. どこかで自分は特別で選ばれた存在なんじゃないかなって思ってたの
2:32	Touko	I thought that I was someone special; someone "chosen." In another words, I believed in a "me" that could not be. つまりありもしない自分を想像してたの
2:35	Touko	It’s funny, isn’t it? おかしいでしょ？
2:36	Lain	I don’t believe that I’m anyone chosen. I’m okay with being ordinary. 私は選ばれた人だなんて思ってないよ。普通でいいんだもの

English subtitles: lainass by the laingame.net community (github.com/laingame-net/lainass), subtitle timing by the laingame.net subtitle timing team, based on the translation by the psx.lain.pl team (Serial Experiments Lain PlayStation Game English Translation, 2008-2014). This is a FREE translation for fans, by fans. Intended for personal or private use only.
Japanese transcript: RadioYamashita, Dylan Del Castillo Dunn Meynell (via laingame.net / lainTSX, github.com/laingame-net/lainvtt)