Cou021

type: Counseling: Recordings of the counseling sessions between Touko and Lain.
where: Site A, level 08
title: COUNSELING REC.
info line: COUNSELING REC.
keywords: illness, psychomotor, worry
appears after: from the start
unlocked: after Cou020 is watched
needs: player upgrade 1
length: 2:20

Transcript

0:00	Lain	If you had to guess, what could it be? 当てはめると何になるの？
0:02	Touko	Hmm. そうね、
0:04	Touko	There is a delusion some people have that they are being influenced by something. 影響妄想って言って何かに影響されているって感じの妄想かな
0:10	Touko	The delusion that the radio or TV or cell phones are trying to influence them somehow. ラジオやテレビや携帯電話に影響を受ける妄想
0:15	Touko	The delusion that TV and cell phones have the power to touch them physically. 加えてその影響で皮膚を触られる撫でられる電機が走るとか体に感じる幻覚を同時に起こすこともあるの
0:25	Touko	You said that you thought you were being touched by something, didn’t you, Lain? 玲音は何かに触られてるって感じたことがあるって言ってたよね
0:29	Lain	Uh, huh. うん
0:31	Touko	It might not even be a delusion. 妄想じゃなくても
0:33	Touko	There is an actual medical condition that makes people very sensitive physically. セネストパチーっていう病気も実際あるし、
0:36	Touko	But you said that you don’t feel like you are yourself, didn’t you, Lain? そう、それから玲音は自分が自分でないような気がするって言ってたわね
0:41	Touko	That makes me think that you have the delusion that nothing exists. それは虚無妄想と言って自分が空虚で存在しない
0:46	Touko	That you think you aren’t real and that existence isn’t real. 世界も存在しないと思う妄想にも当てはまるわ
0:49	Touko	This can come as the result of poor self-esteem. これは自己を過小評価することから来る妄想ね
0:53	Lain	Poor self-esteem? 自己を過小評価？
0:55	Touko	It’s the feeling that one is worthless. 自分のことをなんてつまらない人間なんだとか悲観的に考えることよ
1:01	Touko	It’s similar to the delusion of persecution we were talking about. さっきの被害妄想も同じ種類の妄想なの
1:05	Lain	I’m really sick. いっぱい・・・病気なんだ、わたし
1:09	Touko	There are other kinds of delusions. まだあるわ
1:11	Lain	I don’t want to listen anymore. もういいよ
1:12	Touko	Some people have the delusion that they have a special, unique sickness. 心気妄想っていって自分に特別な病気があるって信じる妄想
1:18	Touko	It’s the sickness of thinking they have a sickness, when they really aren’t sick. 自分が病気だと思っちゃう病気なの、ほんとは病気じゃないのに
1:23	Touko	I think that what you have, Lain, is mostly to do with this kind of delusion. 先生はね、玲音の問題の多くはこれじゃないかって思うの
1:30	Lain	The sickness of thinking that I am sick when I’m not sick? ほんとは病気じゃない病気？
1:33	Touko	Yes. そう
1:34	Touko	I think that you have poor self-esteem, and that a small insecurity manifests itself in nightmares, and makes you think that you are sick. 自分に自信がなくてちょっとの不安が怖い夢と一緒になって病気って思いこんでる
1:41	Lain	Can I be cured? 治るの？
1:43	Touko	Sure! そうよ、
1:44	Touko	After all, you’re not sick in the first place. だってホントは病気じゃないもの！
1:47	Touko	I’m sorry to have alarmed you. ごめんね脅かしちゃって
1:50	Touko	Still, if you don’t understand psychiatry well, you can use it to make all sorts of misguided conclusions. でもね、中途半端な知識で考えると精神医学はどうにでも取れちゃうのよ
1:57	Touko	You can diagnose yourself as being sick. 病気に出来ちゃうの
1:59	Touko	Most people go to the doctor when they or someone they know can’t carry on their day-to-day activities. たいていの人は本人や周りの人が普通に生活できなくて困ってお医者さんに来るから病気として治療するの
2:08	Touko	They come in to see a doctor and they are diagnosed or treated, and sometimes they are diagnosed as sick. その時にどうやって直したらいいかを判断するための基準でもあるの
2:13	Touko	So for someone like you, who can continue her own day-to-day activities without a problem, we can’t really say that you are sick unless something’s bad enough that you need hospitalization. だから玲音のように普通に生活できている人は病院に行かなかったら病気にはならないの

English subtitles: lainass by the laingame.net community (github.com/laingame-net/lainass), subtitle timing by the laingame.net subtitle timing team, based on the translation by the psx.lain.pl team (Serial Experiments Lain PlayStation Game English Translation, 2008-2014). This is a FREE translation for fans, by fans. Intended for personal or private use only.
Japanese transcript: RadioYamashita, Dylan Del Castillo Dunn Meynell (via laingame.net / lainTSX, github.com/laingame-net/lainvtt)