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Tda043

type
Touko's diary: Notes kept by Touko Yonera, the psychiatrist treating Lain.
where
Site A, level 10
title
TOUKO's DIARY
info line
TOUKO's DIARY
keywords
resignation, explanation, unstable
appears after
from the start
unlocked
after Tda042 is watched
needs
player upgrade 3
length
1:23

Transcript

0:00ToukoA resignation.
辞表かぁ
0:03ToukoI’ve never resigned from anything in my life.
生まれて初めてだなぁ、そんなの出すの。
0:08ToukoThis is hard for me.
ちょっとどこか悔しいし、
0:11ToukoI’ll lose my connection with Takeshi-san.
なにしろタケシさんとの接点が全くなくなっちゃう。
0:16ToukoBut I think Takeshi-san said once that he’d like his wife to be at home.
でも・・・タケシさんて、奥さんには家にいてほしいっていつか言ってたし。
0:24ToukoWhy am I saying these things?
あぁ・・・何私調子のいいこと言ってんのかしら。
0:28ToukoMaybe the truth is that I’m not a good woman.
私は本当は自分本位で意地汚い女なのかもしれない。
0:33ToukoI’m not the decent person I thought I was.
自分で思っていたほどのまともな人じゃなくて、
0:37ToukoMaybe I’m a fraud and my faults are coming out.
いつも大きな猫をかぶっていたのかもね。こういう圧迫でゆがめられた部分が噴き出してるのかな。
0:49ToukoI suppose I had self-control enough to manage myself so far.
はぁ・・・なんとなく自分で整理がついてたから、気にならなかったんだけど。
0:55ToukoWhen I think about it, maybe I am unstable now.
たぶん冷静に考えて・・・今の私は安定していない。
1:00ToukoLain is the one that seems to have it together.
玲音のほうが落ち着いちゃってるなんて、
1:03ToukoIt sounds like a bad joke.
笑い話にもならない。
1:05ToukoI’ve failed.
失格だわ!
1:07ToukoIt’s not right for Lain to come for help from someone like me.
こんな先生に診られちゃってる玲音はかわいそうだし、
1:11ToukoThere’s no excuse for it.
そんなこと許されないよね。
1:13ToukoIt’s over when I start making mistakes concerning my work.
仕事上の選択も誤るようになったら・・もうおしまいだわ。
1:19ToukoI’ll have to discuss it tomorrow.
明日、相談してみようかな。

English subtitles: lainass by the laingame.net community (github.com/laingame-net/lainass), subtitle timing by the laingame.net subtitle timing team, based on the translation by the psx.lain.pl team (Serial Experiments Lain PlayStation Game English Translation, 2008-2014). This is a FREE translation for fans, by fans. Intended for personal or private use only.
Japanese transcript: RadioYamashita, Dylan Del Castillo Dunn Meynell (via laingame.net / lainTSX, github.com/laingame-net/lainvtt)